Love, Hate, Compassion

OK, let's start with hate, to get it out of the way.

There's a skinny shrimp, Cody Miller, at Piedmont Hills High School. He's a charming young fellow, and by charming young fellow i mean bloody bastard. Uggh I want to stick each of his internal organs with 1000 needles. He likes to pick fights for no reason, incite racial slurs, and the thing is, he can't take a punch. He messes up people because they just tend to ignore him, so he takes advantage of that. He skips class almost every other day, and struts like a peacock. As Raymond suggested, I think we should have a "Maim, injure, or kill Cody" holiday, during the last day of school. =D

Now that I've gotten my rant out of the way let's move on.



Ahh, the ache, the pain, the angst, of unrequited love. (I'm leaving the definition of "love" to you readers =P) As much as the pain of a severed arm, when one loves, and it is not reciprocated, it hurts so... Of course, I'm not talking about me, I'm not that love-struck, if at all =3 (<-- i like this smiley =D) It's just excruciating, when you truly care for someone, and they don't give a damn...

Now a question to all you readers: what is it like to be in a relationship? Is it the joy of spending time with someone? The lust of physical romance, to express that burning passion? Or to savor all those little things, that walk on the beach, when she lays your head on her shoulder, her faint aroma wafting into your nostrils. (yes, I've read romance novels, no it's not twilight) I truly wonder... And what happens when you're in one, and then not? Do you feel as if you can't go on living, or do you try to replace what you've lost?

I'm still contemplating, but for now I just think its something magical...
Of course, you can't miss what you've never had, but still...



Lastly, compassion. As Winter Break, and Christmas, draw nearer, we think about what we're going to give to our friends, our relatives. Sure, its nice to receive that plush bear or Itunes card, but its the thought that counts. :) As long as they've tried, don't be disappointed, and other people probably have it worse than you. =3 ( <--- just awesome :D) I see so many people worried that they can't afford to buy presents for their friends, or how a certain person might feel if they didn't a present from them. Its nice, that man really cares for one another. The spirit of Christmas sure does bring out the best in many.

Ooh, on a personal note, I'm trying to throw together a White Elephant Gift Exchange; its going pretty well :)
And can't wait for Vincent's party! XD ('tho I'm still not sure if im invited =x)

PS It may seem unusual that I am jumping from one topic to another, but don't be alarmed; that'ts just me. I'm a pretty random, if not deep, kinda person. ;D Thanks for reading =]